jasseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ok i have a new blog. site:

 

 

HAHAH but now you guys (if you want to read it) will have to check it =) because now the star flashy thing won't come up anymore. heehee take that! *ZZAP*

 

anyway.. supernatural. NEYREGRHGWIRYAWI9R8YWER >< HOW COULD THEY END IT LIKE THAT. ARRRRH

 

and soccer ..=( GOSH GUYS. bad week. bad bad week.

 

 

NOW GO CHECK MY NEW BLOG :)

 

wow.. ok.. gosh our grade goes through a lot of things. today was just.. emotionally hard i suppose. i mean.. none of us really KNEW.. it just.. happened. and that came as a shock.. well to me anyway, it did.

 

feeling upset, angry.. pissed off, guilty.. and regret undeniably.

 

i can only hope that she's happy wherever she is now.

 

and to any other people in our grade.. you guys, if you ever.. even THINK about taking your own life.. please don't. look what it does to the rest of us. i wasn't even that close to jeni i admit, and still i was in tears for most of the afternoon.

 

wow dude... >< it's so different to actually.. argh. ok so.. seeing as how now.. it really does sink in that life is short for all of us.. and so with that, i'd like to end with saying these few random things to a few people.

 

"i don't really hate you.. what happened was years ago.. i'm sorry"

"maybe you'll see me differently one day. until then, i'm ok with just being his friend"

"i want to talk to you. i need to. whether or not that happens is up to you"

"i'm so damn lucky to have you. i love you"

 

in other non-related subjects, last episode of supernatural for this season. i like jared padalecki

 

 

 

wow dude, i'm bored =( SO i went blog-spotting and i went to susie's one and i grabbed this quiz. luckily for me, i haven't done this one before. muahahahaaaaaaa.. ah i'm bored =( got so much english stuff to do. will do them later.

 

quiz first =)

 

[X] I know how to make a cup of coffee - LOL!!! unlike SOMEONE who makes lovely milk-coffee/tea =) hahaha

[  ] I can do my own laundry - ..i've never really tried. someone always gets to it before i do =(

[X] Can cook for myself - YES I CAN. although i STILL don't know how to make toast

[  ] I do my chores after being told once - hahahahaha fat chance

[ \] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations - intellectual what-now? most of the time i dunno what they're talking about

[  ] I think politics are exciting - oh yes.. riveting

[ \] My parents & grand-parents have better things to say than my peers - sometimes??

[X] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm sick - or unless it's the last day of school.. or if i have some other good reason

[X] I always carry a pen/pencil in my pocket/purse - yep. just like a fork. i carry forks around just incase =)

[  ] I've never gotten a ticket - a ticket for what?

[  ] I watch talk shows and point out the incredibility of it all - ok i don't even understand that question

[  ] I know what incredibility means without looking it up - ...stupid question

[  ] I drink black coffee - don't drink coffee.. unless it smells nice.. and i need to drink it i.e last minute cramming

[X] I know how to run the dish washer... and/or do the dishes - no yes

[X] I can count in more than one language - yes =) english, korean, jap, french and italian. YEAH BABY

[ /] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it. - ahh.. well i TRY to..

[  ] I mow the lawn - lazy lazy me

[  ] I wash my car - i don't have a car

[ /] I can make adults laugh..without being stupid - dammit, if only that last bit wasn't there

[  ] I remember to water my plants - i don't have any plants.. anymore

[X] I study when I have to - like when the exam's the next day. yep

[ /] I pay attention at school/work - sometimes..

[X] I remember to feed my pets. - course i do. i love my baby sam!

[  ] I'm generally organized - pahahahahahahaha. funny

[X] I know the meaning of capital punishment - =(

[X] I can spell experience without looking it up - well seeing as how the word's in the question..

[X] I clean up my own messes - like when i spill food?

[  ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee or tea - no...

[X] I can go to the store with out getting something I don't need - yeah

[  ] I understand jokes the first time they are said - =(

[X] I listen to my elders - if they're like parents.. or grandparents.. or like.. year 12s. they scare me

[X] I understand the fact that the world always screws someone over - yeah

[X] I can type fast - muahahahalookatthefasttypergoooooooo!!!!

[ /] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office or something like that - well.. it depends on what i'm wearing. right now? no.

[X] I can watch politics and laugh - but only 'cause i laugh at everything

[  ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour - it does?

[  ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job (a good job!) - they'll take you seriously unless you're really stupid all the time LIKE ME

[X] I can read a book and actually finish it - go me

[ /] People have said that I act older than I am - uhhh...........................................................

[  ] I can be sent on an errand and not get side tracked - lol

 

 

okay.. my X count is.. including the half x's.. 19.5

i think.. if i counted right.

 

as if i'm 19.5 years old. im not even 16!! AND I ACT LIKE A 10 YEAR OLD. an extremely sophisticated 10 year olds that knows alot more about stuff and alot more words and more maths than a 10 year old would. in general. unless they were a very smart 10 year old who acted like they were 99.. without the oldage-d ness.

 

ANYWAY!! i'm bored, and i have to help danny with his SRP. good old srp..

 

RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

 

 

 

looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool... oh craaaaaaap.. i know this is all really late and all.. and i'll probably delete this edit soon as well.. but omg... i was just sitting and thinking.. AND I'M SORRY ><

 

not that you are. but then again, you wouldn't be would you. because everything is my fault. everything is MY fault and it will always BE because it always HAS.

 

stupid stupid me.

 

 

lalalaaaaaaaaa

 

am so.. happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) (sorry for whoever i taxed that smiley off.. i just feel like pressing the keyboard buttons for agesssssssssssssssss)

 

heheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) :) :)

 

in other news.. maths tests are ALL OVERRR!!! HA. extension wasn't THAT bad.. although i did have like.. half-assed attempts on half the questions. BUT THAT'S OKAY!!! only two more assessments left! english +... well english.

 

AWAY FROM THE SUUUUUUUN

 

i love love love this song. LOVE IT. anyway. just woke up from the bestest sleep EVER. got home then conked out at 4 and woke up at 10. HEEHEE. i think i'll end up sleeping at like..4am -__-"

 

hehahaha. but that's also okay.

 

SNOWBOARDINNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahoooooooo =) hahaha i dunno how to snowboard. or ski for that matter. and yayyy.. go australia!! haha we're not so bad. korea vs switzerland or some country starting with S tomorrow morning (i think)

 

can't be stuffed waking up early to watch it. have to go violin lessons afterwards anyway. lalalala. doing AMUS exam in september. NYAEGRWYGR934YWEUIRYWKEJRH. which means hardcore violin practise until then.

 

fat chance.

 

so anyway =)

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ah ok.. this is my day summarised in just a few points:

 

- tiring

- cold

- wet (from walking around in the rain)

- not really that bad now that i think about it. at least i had more clothes on than the competitors hahahah

- clothes got soaked (also goes under the "wet" category)

- yaa was okay.. better than most other meetings actually

- gosh i wish i was athletic

- well done to all the competitors :) our school rocks at sport

- this song is really weird =/

- didn't get any study done.. JUST LIKE YESTERDAY

- watching people do athletics stuff makes me want to do it too =(

- discovered i have no aim in soccer WHATSOEVER. none.

 

yeah that's about it. now have to go and study for maths =.= stupid maths. GOING TO FAIL. or at least get bottom of my class yet again. HAHA.. find that kinda amusing. well SOMEONE'S gotta come last.

 

my muscles hurt. dunno what from though. it CANNOT be from yesterday where all i did was lift hurdles onto the cart. 'cause i lifted like.. two.

 

jeez i'm pathetic.

 

 

hm.. not much happened these past few days. except the growth on my nose has kinda gone.. KIND OF. it was all red and yucky today.. AND yesterday actually too. lol >< but then all the crap went away and now it's more of a pink patch instead of a red bump. so i'm happy! =)

 

lol, and i started an exercise regime as well today. 'cause we have an exercise bike and no-one really uses it except my grandpa.. so i'm going to use it too =) heehee. not to lose weight.. 'cause then i think i would disappear =/ either that or people would hurt me & yell at me for being stupid. no it's not to lose weight.. just to get fit. decided that i'm un-fit. so yeah. and am going to start eating healthy stuff. SO NO MORE CHOCOLATE *cries* apart from the occaisional chocolate icecream or something.

 

oh gosh pms is going to be more of a biatch than it is now (i get MAJOR chocolate cravings). ate a whole block of chocolate the other day. maybe that's what gave me my pimple. even more a reason not to eat it! ahahahaha :)

 

so anyway.. went to zone today. was told it was going to be cold. IT WASN'T. it was hot. hooooot >< oh well. lost some layers of clothing and then body temperature returned to normal. ok that sentence sounds strange. but anyway! yeah.. watched hurdles.. watched people stack it. surprisingly a good amount of people fell over the hurdles. and they hurt. they're not covered in foam like our flimsy school ones. these hurdles are like.. made of metal and wood. hard metal. and hard wood.

 

annd yeah.. watched all the other sports events and helped out in the recording room. didn't get any study done. but that's okay lol. there's always tomorrow!

 

hm.. this blog doesn't really have a meaning.. or a point rather. thinking of something interesting to write about.. mindblock. all i can think about is maths. for some stupid reason. ahahaha.

 

so anyway, better study some more maths before playing 3D CURVEBALL which is now my study-break game. before it used to be diabloIIexpansion or like pacman or tetris or some other nerd game. succumbing to my korean gaming instincts lol

 

take care guys :)

 

 

haha i should be studying. but decided to blog 'cause i haven't done it in a while. so yeah. just to show everyone that, yes, i still am i alive. still. after 15 (nearly 16) years of not-so-pointless existance. yeah.

 

anyways.. plan to stay up until 2am .. and watch aust vs. brazil. haha should be interesting. either interesting or boring. am hoping for interesting yeah =) and then there's a korean match after that at 5am. maybe i should just stay up all night. you know, that's not such a bad idea actually. and then be dead the whole day tomorrow.. sounds good!! cuz you know, it's only school.. and i wouldn'tdo any work anyway, regardless of the fact that we have assessments. it's only maths. am going to fail anyway so why be awake for the practise aye =)

 

haha you gotta love the logic in that.

 

anyways.. umm.. not much happening. lalala.. zone this week. should begood i think =/ well, kat & i have a goal inspired from last night's church service..

 

 

hahaha.. and zone seems like the perfect place to make a friend =) of course, whether or not that friendship holds is another story, but whatever.

 

hm.. nearly holidays =) and then first few days back to school, i'm off skiing!! OR EVEN SNOWBOARDING. hahahaaaaaaa.. oh what fun. am so dearly looking forward to it. the bus-trip and everything! josie, REMEMBER TO BRING LOTS OF ASIAN COOKIES AND BISCUITS AND WHATEVER ELSE!! heehee. stuff ourselves silly on the busride =)

 

anyway. pimple update. it's still there. so sad =( AND NOW I HAVE ANOTHER ONE. this is so stupid. why why whyyyyyyy.. oh well. not the end of the world. just the end of my face. MY FACE!!!!! it better go away.. or else.. or else... umm.. i'll.. i dunno =/ but i'll do SOMETHING!! i'll clean my face like it's never been cleaned before! =( hahaha.

 

ok well i have nothiong else to write, so i better go and start my english essay. and study maths >< far out. i hate trig. WHO INVENTED TRIG. actually, i googled that the other day.. yeah i was bored shush. was some egyptian guy. or maybe he was greek.

 

AND I KNOW WHY CURRIES ARE SO GOOD AT MATHS. it's because..

 

THEY INVENTED HALF THE STUFF THAT WE LEARN IN MATHS!!! i was like o.O well they did some stuff about calculus. which is starting to get harder and harder to understand. WHY MAKE IT SO COMPLICATED!! >=(

 

not happy.

 

 

 

ahhh.. a few things happened today. first of all:

 

alice and ria and mia, you guys are great!!! thankyou sooo much for performing with me todayy.. heehee. jam is gonna rock the world =)

 

i've been acknowleged that i can take photos. wahoo.. ahahaha. photography assignment due in 2 days time. should really start it. considering i have to spent all day tomorrow in the darkroom to print out negatives. BLAH.

 

hm..oh yeah! touch footy! which we won against crestwood =) yeah baby. haha was a pretty good game. heehee. got pissed off in the middle somewhere but that was good cuz i wanted to play alot after that. so that was good. yay.

 

also injured my side somehow. because now it ACHES like craaaazy. hurrrrting.. =(

 

anyway. what else.. my grandma bought me clothes today. yeah.. just thought i'd say that. have to practise maths. stupid calculus. i was enjoying it until we started second derivatives and all this curve stuff. i mean, WHAT. THE. HECK

 

aaahaha. oh well. not doing ext-maths next year =) heehee, so that's all sorted out. lalala. ONLY A FEW WEEKS UNTIL THE HOLIDAYS BABYYYYY. yes! *punches air*

 

oh i know what i was going to say. i have a pimple. on my nose =( it was alright today cuz my whole nose was red thanks to me rubbing it the whole day yesterday. but now my nose is normal-coloured and there's this big red spot on it. =( and it also hurts. IT BETTER GO AWAY SOON. at least we don't have school photos..

 

OR maybe they would have touched it up. like they did this year. WHICH, btw, i had nothing on my face. they made my skin look all gross and smoothed over and ew.

 

english competition tomorrow!!! not that i care lol. well anyway. better get back to starting photography assginment before i fail and get shouted at.=)

 

byee all!!

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yes. me and kat performed this song at after8 last night. and it was pretty good =) ahahah.. we won the contest! won a big jug full of chocolate stick thingies =) haha it's as close to a music award as i'll ever get.

 

"so i'd like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who has encouraged us!!" lolol. but thanks to ria and alice for helping me and kat with the harmonies the other day. thanks guys (Y)

 

so anyway. went out to dinner today. for my grandpa's birthday. me and my cousin had an eating contest. and i won =) heheheeee. well it was just who could eat the most dessert. and yeah.. i had like chocolate mousse and apple stuff and icecream and everything. all jumbled onto my plate it looked like vomit, as soo nicely pointed out lol. but that's not the point. the point was to eat as much as you could without throwing up.

 

so yes. haha that's the highlight of my day!! fingers are so cold >< why is it so cold these days!!! i would put on the gloves that are infront of me, but then i can't type =(

 

sooo.. recognition assembly on wednesday! woohoo.. lol. realised that i'm not getting the award for history (as i had hoped) but instead am getting it for photography. oh well. something my parents can be proud of.. their daughter can take photos. wahoo!! hahahaha. ah it's all good =)

 

got a few things to look forward to these next few weeks/months =)

 

- assembly on wednesday. they're always amusing. "IIIII SAW MUMMY KISSSING SAAAAAAANTA CLAUUUS"

- zone athletics .. haha even though i'm not competing.. it'll be a good 2 days off. when i think about it.. and how it's our assessment week.. would i REALLY do any work in class anyway? probably not. might as well go and help out and stuff. and watch people run. and jump and throw stuff. kinda like they're having a tantrum

- hillsong conference. is it JAM UNITED that we're going to? HAHA i have NO idea. i have my special pass and everything =) heheeeee

- holidays. HOLIDAYS BABYYYYYYYYY.. although it's winter. oh well

- SKI/SNOWBOARDING TRIP!! and josie, my mum said i can do snowboarding!! wahoo!

- my birthday =) which is on the --th of july =) heeheehawhaw

 

byee

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i feel like running around!! and playing sport!! hahah seriously.. anyone up for a game of touch footy right now? haha cuz i would SO love that. that'd be awesome to the extreeeeeme =)

 

anyway. it's been raining the past couple of days.. i know why i want to play sport. because i haven't done it in so long. grade sport was cancelled due to rain.. and our pd practical was like.. nonexistant. so yes. am very deprived of sport! after i write this i'm going to run up and down the stairs for a few minutes. or do something that burns energy. like blinking rapidly. hahahaha.

 

okay so today.. or.. assessments coming up! eeeep >< gotta study hard aye? hehe.

 

hmm.. i'm tired. anyway. was reading amanda's blog.. and her dream about jesse mccartney. lol.. i wish i had dreams like that. dreams where people didn't die or get hurt all the time. or merge tv shows together or something. which i did once.. i had a dream where prisonbreak & lost became one supershow. lots of people died.

 

but yeah. ANYWAY.. i haven't blogged in a while. probably because there's nothing TO write about. how boring. it's getting quite cold these days. waiting at carver for half an hour after school isn't the best thing to be doing. but i'm not walking home. you would have to DRAG me all the way home. cuz i'm not walking =) which reminds me of a quote from the talented mr ripley:

 

meredith: (something like) or would you have to be dragged to go and see the opera?

tom: you can drag me

- silence -

 

lol. yeah.. everyone's pretty pumped about the world cup. LOL i was watching this show on sbs or something called.. uh.. oh yeah, nerds fc i think. lmao it's so retarded, but that guy.. the captain dude.. HE SEEMS SO FAMILIAR. maybe i've seen him before =/

 

after8 tomorrow =) i'm so happy!! heheheeee.. i love after8. because it's AWESOME. the atmosphere is great. and i love the people. lalala. ooh!

 

whenever you feel anti-boy here's a good site. www.angrylittlegirls.com i went there the other day cuz i got it off vanna's blog and i was like "HAHAHA THAT'S FUNNY"

 

you know what else is funny?

 

YOUR FACE =)

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I LOVE THIS SONG. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.

 

*prances around singing into a deo can*

 

hehehe =) well got reports today. wasn't TOO bad. mum didn't go crazy. which is awesome. laughed at my eco mark. i think everyone laughed at my eco mark. 66 BABY!!! HAHAHHAHA. good thing i switched ;)

 

have this awful awful feeling in my tummy. like i miss something =( i hate that. MAKE IT GO AWAYYYYYYYYY!!

 

 

 

 

CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. I'M SO SAD NOW =( SNIFF SNIFF. this song makes me want to cryyyyyyyyy. oh well. i don't plan on swimming in oceans anytime soon. so that's good. although that's probably not what the song means hehe =) it's cold =( spent the past 2hours knitting. hehehe. i love it. hands hurt now. but oh well

 

and i also dyed some socks pink. hot pink. and they're HOT. will wear them tomorrow for sport.. IF WE EVEN PLAY. goshdang i hope we play. cuz i reeeeeally am in the mood to play spooort. seeing as how we didn't do anything in double pd today >=( gosh man.

 

ah so depressed. so depressed. THO DEPRETHED. and now kat hath a lithp. i want one =( but hers sounds more like.. like thisch. how the "s" schound schounds like a "sch" schound. ahaha it'sch aweschome. i love it. i love alot of things. AND YOUA RE ONEO F THEM. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

 

 

hm i feel like i should be doing homework.. but i don't have any? how strange =/ anyhoo. YES. MY BLOGSTAR WORKS. and now i'm just blogging so that everyone on my contact list will have a glorious pulsing gold star-flower thing next to my name. WOOHOO

 

ahahaha =) i'm so happy. no more wallowing in self-pity thinking no-one loves me! (you guys love me right? RIGHT??) heheheeee. gosh.. i was so high today. i got about 10 comments of "WHAT ARE YOU SMOKING" =.= gosh guys. I WAS JUST HAVING FUN.

 

anyway.. was angry yesterday at my camera. 'cause i realised the light-meter didn't work. stupid STUPID ME for not cheking before. so now if my photos are all screwed..there's only one person to blame.

 

THE CAMERA-MAN. that's right. the camera-man. dang you camera-man *shakes teeny fist* hahaha. so.. what happened today..

 

have you realised the decreasing number of year 12s? lmao, i walked into my maths class (year 12s are in there before us) and ther were like.. 5 of them. and i was like "HAHAHAHA" well maybe not like that. but i was slightly amused. sigh. ok i forgot what i was going to write. oh right. today. RAIN. RAIN RAIN

 

i was in the shed thinking.. and i thought "how strange..water falling from the sky". does anybody else find that strange? little droplets of water falling from the clouds. i mean. who thought of that! and like.. the first time it rained.. people woudlve been like "ARRRRHHH.. THE WORLD IS DOOOMED". who was the first person to stick out their tongue and realise it was just water??

 

and it was cold today. and i decided to grow out my fringe. goodbye fringe. goodbye. farewell..someting soemthing something. *walks off humming in the distance*

 

hehehe =) love you!

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spent nearly the ENTIRE day watching videos on youtube

 

videos of korean singers. and their dancing. especially boa. far out. she can dance.

 

my goal for this year (lol. goodluck to me) is to learn to dance like her. woohoo. hahah i would SO love that. hm.. hahaha. yes. i will do it! =.= lmao

 

ok weekend has been sucessfully boring. BORING WITH A BIG FAT CAPITAL B. just like boa who can dance. *cries* ok. umm. LOL josie you commented like 3 times on my last blog. good work =) it's loving people like jose that keep me blogging. hehe.

 

anyway. history thingo tomorrow. woooooh.. apart from the fact that i couldn't find ANY information AND i only have enough info to last me30 seconds. but that's ok! will wing it =) either that or practise dancing in the conference room pahaha. 10c says i do that if i run out of time.

 

ok. better go and print off my final sheet and go to bed. dance practise can continue tomorrow in the safety of my bedroom lol. GOODNIGHT WORLD

 

oh a favourite song =)

 

 

indeed. lol =.= alot of assessments coming and going during school now. getting quite stressful now. goodluck to everyone who has their extension-english assessment on.. monday, if i'm not mistaken. and modern history people too (Y) you'll do great.

 

then we have our reports on wednesday. prepare myself for the beating of a lifetime. maybe not beating. i don't get hit lol. which is good. cuz i might break or something. but yeah. time for some noise. and then what's after that. more more assessments! eeeeep.. week 8/9 will be reeeeeeeally tight. hehe.

 

ahh year eleven. it's really not THAT bad is it? i mean.. we've practically finished half the year anyways. half the 3 terms, technically. can't even remember most of the stuff that's happened. oh well. i suppose it's another landmark year huh. turning 16 in about a month. a month and a bit. happy birthday to helena for the 16th. for her 16th. hehe.

 

still fifteen.. i used to think 15 was old. and now it's considered young. is 16 really that big-a deal? well anyway, darling kattie got her braces off today. so next time you see her, check out her smile!

 

ahh how stuffing cold is it today. >< eep. i'm going to FREEZE. haha. at least i have my scarf. and my handy dandy year 6 jersey. and MY COMFORTABLE GREY PANTS which i love and are DEFINATELY coming with me to the snoooow. goodness, i can't wait =)

 

well athletics carnival was this week. watched people run, jump, skip, throw, win and lose. also stuck up many sheets of paper on the brilliant yellow wall.. which (btw) i have NO idea why it's there. it doesn't support the roof thing.. that's what the poles are for. so why... is there a random brick wall in the middle of the walkway. which is quite annoying when getting pushed into on the way to assembly. dang year 7's. they're like an army of ants. big ants, i might add.

 

anyway, now i have nothing left to say. other than

 

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